An Email to my Surgeon

August 17th 2007 Hi  Gary, Just  to  let  you  know,  my  oncologist  has  arranged  for  me  to  have  a  C.T.  scan  early  September  so  you  will  have  the  report  and  everything  when  I  visit  you  on  the  25th  September. Also  I  have  been  curious  –  yup  “in  the  middle  of  the  night  scary  dark  thoughts” Continue reading “An Email to my Surgeon”

26th June 2007

The  last  round  of  chemo  was  god  awful  and  have  suffered  a  week  of  ulcers  and  then  digging  myself  out  of  that  hole  and  my  blood  count  –  hemoglobin  is  87  which  is  close  to  a  transfusion  point,  has  made  me  very  weak,  and  just  doing  a  simple  task,  exhausts  me,  it  is  as  if Continue reading “26th June 2007”

Post Opp (14th May)

(New arm with Fibula and titanium rod clamped in, Carpal and radial bone removed along with the tumour) New arm May 2007, tumour, radial, and carpal bones removed & replaced with fibula Operation took 5.5 hours, very complicated, but Dr French very happy with result. Extra carpel bone removed around infected radial for extra preventionContinue reading “Post Opp (14th May)”

Unsure of things before removal of radial

I can’t shake this anxiety pain in my chest – I usually take paradex but for some weird reason, I am only allowed panadol – it is strange. I can’t stop thinking of what Dr French said in Auckland………….”it can metastasize inside the bone”, “there is a 60 – 65% chance you will get throughContinue reading “Unsure of things before removal of radial”